Keep it on the DL.

N azu rah.
she doesnt care about you.

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DIVA.
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Friday, December 18, 2009
11:07 PM

Received a text from Kambeng yesterday night (Whoah I havent called him that in like forever) and we ended up talking for around an hour. At first I thought he was having some shit problems or whatever but turns out he was just bored. Well it was unexpected, to say the least. But Im glad he made the effort to call. I guess no matter how many dumb fights we get into or how many times I've bitched about him being an ass or how many times we've said that we hate each other, we're still there. And that's what matters. Thank you my idiot kambeng 8)

Congrats to the luvly seniors who managed to Pass their N's and get into Sec 5 (:
On a shittier note, school's starting in 2 weeks.

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Thursday, December 17, 2009
4:38 PM

“I can destroy the dance floor. I think life should be a musical. I always hate it when people watch a musical and they go, ‘Oh, it’s so unrealistic, no one just breaks into song in the middle of their day.’ Yeah they do—if they’re me.”

Oh Chuck Me.

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Tuesday, December 15, 2009
8:40 PM

I just deleted two whole paragraphs of what I typed but screw it.
Sometimes its just hard for me to admit that I need someone. Sure, I like being independant most of the time, just lazing about at home and read or watch tv but I do miss my friends. Honest to god I feel so fucking alone now.

It may sound whiny and shit but its the truth. I have my hotlickers, I have my friends. But honestly? Nobody's here for me now. There's like an ache in my chest and I feel hurt that nobody is bothering. Who wouldve thought after reading all those fanfics on C&S, I'd feel like a total loser with no friends.

I get that people move on with their lives. They get involved, they get jobs, they get new friends. But me? Im just. Nazurah. Thats it. I dont have anything for them, I guess. I feel like going private and I dont think anyone would care. But it'll hurt more to check on that tagboard and not see any new tags. But hey, Im sorta used to it by now. Imagine, no IMs, no texts, no nothing. Sucks, right? That's my life. Im ignored, alone. But its okay. Im fine. Well there's a few things Im gonna do then.

Im gonna build walls. Im gonna keep a distance. Im gonna fight. Im gonna hold a gun.
Im gonna lie.

Im sorry.

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Wednesday, December 09, 2009
8:38 PM

Happy Belated Birthday Sabon I love you cousin sorry about the belatedness of the post but I guess its the tought that counts kan? Syggggg kau.
Oh and also, Happy Birthday to Andrea Ho aka Sexylegssss :)
Once again I have nothing to update about cause all I've been doing is just watch tv/videos/sleep/eat and yeah thats basically it.
i miss my hotlickers to the fucken max and we havent gone out ugh.
Good part is that Im gonna complete my TYS for Emath soon cause duhh I love math lol (eye rolling maniaaaa)

DIDNT TALK TO B YESTERDAY OH NOOOOO :(

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Wednesday, December 02, 2009
7:34 PM

Whut were you saying? :)
Okay I am bored, havent done anything productive at all during the month's break and Im slacking again shitttt.
I have no idea what to blog about since everything's pretty much the same.
(btw, i love Gaga :D )

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